I wish she was next to me, holding me so tight, loving me. I wish she was real. I’ve made this pencil drawing in my lonely moments, dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have
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This is one of my random pencil drawings. I’ve made it not watching the pencil and the paper and thinking about the love I cannot have, imagining I can feel her on top of me. She is touching me so deep and her touch takes me to another dimension of my mind. She turns me into a wave of the ocean, a volcano and a flame at the same time spinning my mind round and round, turning my world up side down and that’s why my image in this drawing is confusing and unclear. This drawing is about an emotion, a mixture of feelings and desire.
I’ve made this painting by the year 2002, when I was 16 and I used Photoshop to improve it. This is my painting of a girl like me, a painter who is painting the love she can only dream of. She is painting naked women but for her the nude is not about perversion and pornography, it’s about love, the love she cannot have. When she paints naked women she just wants to love and be loved, hold her love in her arms, kiss her, hold her hand, be next to her. She is so lonely in her world and is hard for her to talk about her feelings and all she wants is someone to love and understand her. I’ve made this painting hoping somewhere in the world there is some one like me, a girl who is drawing and painting the woman she is dreaming of be cause painting is all she can do, and one day I will meet her. This painting is about love, the pure ideal love