A beautiful world that shines

Since the year 2000 I dream of a beautiful world, an universe I built with every creation i make, a beautiful world that shines for my perfect love, something to beautiful to be real.

Anya’s song “Beautiful world” is resonating with my feelings and my dreams of a beautiful world and an ideal love.
I’ve made this pen drawing inspired by the song’s lyrics, this is the way I imagine my perfect love, a girl with ocean blue eyes, a deep blue that makes me get lost in her eyes.Unfortunately this girl who could make my universe a beautiful world that shines is just a creation of my mind.

This video contains my drawings, paintings and digital creations of the images I have in my mind for 10 years, the image of that beautiful world shining, the image of my ideal love. My creations fit the best the song Beautiful world be cause since the year 2000 I dream of the wonderful universe, where is my imaginary love with blue eyes, The one I always draw imagining she is is real and I am next to her and we are flying high in my dream universe of light holding hands and kissing.

Here are the lyrics of the song

Anya – Beautiful world

How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
It shines for you..
I’m lost in your eyes,
Ocean blue in the skies,
I can’t control my feelings for you.
I’m found in your kiss,
Make you smile, cry your tears.
You chase all my fears tonight
It feels divine…
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
It shines for you..
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
It shines for you..
You know that I try,
I get love, I survive,
I can’t control my feelings for you..
It feels just divine, flying high, you and I,
I shake all my fears away tonight, it feels alright.
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you…
It shines for you..

Memories from the year 2000

I’ve made this drawings and paintings in the autumn of the year 2000. I was almost 14. These are my first creations. I still miss those times. I remember like it was yesterday . By that time I was a dreamer and I used to dream of a beautiful world.

That was the time when I started to dream of something to beautiful to be real, something I can never reach and draw and paint all the things I dream of. That was the time when I started feel that desire, that need to love and be loved and put on paper the image of my perfect love.

So the years have gone and my creations remained like a diary and every time  I look at them the feelings and the fantasies I had when I’ve made them come back to me.

I wish I was there with her….

I whish I was there, on a space ship with a beautiful woman. I wish we could stay together an watch the stars, the Milky Way and Saturn. I wish… but it will never be real so this pen drawing was the only thing I could do thinking about this