Butch and femme lesbian love

There is something magical about the butch and femme relationships and I felt it myself. I felt that strong attraction and I love the way a strong woman who is taller than me makes me feel. There was a time when I was dating only femmes refusing butches cause I was confusing them with transmen but butches were the ones who were most attracted to me. I refused to accept even the warrior women I loved to draw and paint were a kind of butch. Many butches have been attracted to me and when I gave one of them a chance the attraction was verry strong on both sides, something that never happened with femmes. Now I felt like making some drawings and paintings about this.

I am lonely and need to be loved and I painted the love I dream of now. I’ve made this paintings imagining I am with her, imagining I am hers and she loves me making me feel loved protected and somehow dominated.

I wish I was in her arms. I wish she was here with me so I could feel her body on top of me, her skin on mine. I wish I could play in her short hair while she is kissing me. I’ve made this paintings thinking about her and her sweet domination . She not a person I know now and I wish she was real

Drawings and paintings for the International Lesbian Day

Today is October 8, the International Lesbian Day, so I decided to republish my lesbian drawings and paintings on this blog

Me an my love, erotic pencil drawing

Lesbians, pencil drawing

Erotic dream, pencil drawing

A girl who is painting her ideal love like I do, a painting I’ve made by the year 2002 modified using Photoshop

Spring fantasy drawing

Red rose romance a painting about a dream of love with red rose petals, like in the movie American Beauty

Lesbian kiss, pencil drawing

A kiss on her neck, pencil drawing

Lesbians Kissing coffee painting

Lovers in the wind coffee painting

Whispers of love, pencil drawing

Sappho and the girl with a violet tiara, drawing

Two girls kissing – Lesbian fantasy drawing

How much I wish I was with a beautiful woman now. I wish I could feel her nexto me, feel her warm embraces, her kisses. I’ve made this drawing one day feeling so lonely, dremimg about the love I cannot have in my life

Kiss the bride with pride

Kiss the bride with pride, pencil drawing

 

Me in her arms, pencil drawing

Me and my love, erotic pencil drawing

I wish she was next to me, holding me so tight, loving me. I wish she was real. I’ve made this pencil drawing in my lonely moments, dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have

Evil love

Evil love, pencil drawing

She made me love her and we communicate at a deep telepathic level and I can almost see the darkness and negativity in her mind. I don’t know if she loves me or her love is just a mad obsession. Everything she is doing she says she is doing it for me. I love her but she fills my mind with dark energy. Her love is poison. Every time I slept next to her I had terrible nightmares of blood and human bodies cut into pieces. The first time I talked to her on the phone I dreamed a dark room where there was a wooden box and blood flowing from that box. I opened the box and I found a human body inside. She was a nurse in the emergency medicine and after that dream she started talking to me about the bodies and the horrible things she saw at work. She talks about blood horrible medical conditions and dead people with a creepy passion.  Her aura is black. My mind’s eye sees her as something black, infernal, dark like a black hole sucking my energy, something dark and sticky like pitch that is surrounding my body taking my wings, taking away my freedom, not allowing me to move anymore, like a monster taking me under ground, taking me to the darkness the way Hades took the innocent Kore to the underworld. Yes, she is like Hades, a creature of the darkness while I am innocent like Kore (the maiden name of Persephone) and it was my innocence that attracted her. I thought the nightmares and the dark perceptions about her were just in mind but when she started talking about bodies turned into pieces, scarry medical conditions, horrible accidents, scenes of rape and extreme violence (she said she was brutally raped in her childhood) and many other terrible things and when I saw how furious she became when I said I don’t wanna go to the hotel with her I realised my 6th sense was right and all these nightmares and perceptions were not signs of madness, they warned me about the truth. Almost all of my friends told me she might be a psycho All I know now is I have to get rid of this love and leave her behind to get my happiness back.

New lesbian drawings

Lesbians, pencil drawing

Erotic dream, pencil drawing

Lesbians, new pencil drawing

Lesbian kiss, pencil drawing

Lesbian kiss, pencil drawing

A sensual pencil drawing of two girls kissing