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Me and my love watching the city

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Me and my love watching the city, painting

This is one of my teenage dreams, me with a girl with long dark hair, taller than me, holding hands, watching the modern city. I’ve never meet her but I had many dreams of her by the time I was 15

 

Me in her arms, pencil drawing

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Me and my love, erotic pencil drawing

I wish she was next to me, holding me so tight, loving me. I wish she was real. I’ve made this pencil drawing in my lonely moments, dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have

The fountain of love,fluorescent drawing and painting

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In love with a painted goddess

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Me and the goddess

Her electric blue eyes looking straight at me make the desire like a rush and I stay almost paralised by this strong emotion in front of her. She is watching me, I am watching her and I feel I fall in love.

The great mother Earth goddess painting

The painting

Unfortunately she is just an image in a painting my friend Cristina has made last week. I helped her making the face to look more realistic and then Ițve seen in her the love I can only dream of, the love I am not allowed to have in my real life, the love that has a place only in my mind and in my art.

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The portrait of the goddess with her fascinating blue eyes

When I painted her eyes and her smile full of meanings I started to imagine she is real and to fall in love with her. her eyes and her smile were also reminding me of a women I loved 2 years ago.I was standing in front of the painting and I started toching myself imagining she is in front of me, so close to me, holding me so tight and and the way she is looking in my eyes makes me feel loved and desired, then she is kissing me passionately, wildly.

Distorted erotic dreams

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Distorted erotic dreams, pencil drawing

Distorted erotic dreams, pencil drawing

This is one of my random pencil drawings. I’ve made it not watching the pencil and the paper and thinking about the love I cannot have, imagining I can feel her on top of me. She is touching me so deep and her touch takes me to another dimension of my mind. She turns me into a wave of the ocean, a volcano and a flame at the same time spinning my mind round and round, turning my world up side down and that’s why my image in this drawing is confusing and unclear. This drawing is about an emotion, a mixture of feelings and desire.

The girls who loves (to paint) girls

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A girl who is painting her ideal love like I do, a painting I've made by the year 2002 modified using Photoshop

A girl who is painting her ideal love like I do, a painting I’ve made by the year 2002 modified using Photoshop

I’ve made this painting by the year 2002, when I was 16 and I used Photoshop to improve it. This is my painting of a girl like me, a painter who is painting the love she can only dream of.  She is painting naked women but for her the nude is not about perversion and pornography, it’s about love, the love she cannot have. When she paints naked women she just wants to love and be loved, hold her love in her arms, kiss her, hold her hand, be next to her. She is so lonely in her world and is hard for her to talk about her feelings and all she wants is someone to love and understand her. I’ve made this painting hoping somewhere in the world there is some one like me, a girl who is drawing and painting the woman she is dreaming of be cause painting is all she can do, and one day I will meet her. This painting is about love, the pure ideal love

A painting about my dream of love

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Red rose romance a painting about a dream of love with red rose petals, like in the movie American Beauty

Red rose romance a painting about a dream of love with red rose petals, like in the movie American Beauty

This is one of my dreams of love, me, the girl with golden hair and green eyes next to my love on a bed covered with red rose petals. I’ve made this acrylics on canvas painting imagining I am next to her, with my head on her shoulder, looking in her blue eyes, holding her strong arm. She is beautiful feminine but strong at the same time and I feel loved and safe next to her. I wish I could hold her in my arms, stay next to her, play in her long dark hair while she is kissing me. Unfortunately she is not real and I am still lonely watcing my own paintings and dreaming of the love I cannot have.

The painting has been removed from an art fair in Bucharest be cause the owner of that building, maybe the president of the Bucharest’s commerce room had considered it offensive to children and the fair’s organizer has asked me to put it down. The painting is new but the ideea is old, since the year 2004. You can see tha painting I did by that time below.

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