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Her electric blue eyes looking straight at me make the desire like a rush and I stay almost paralised by this strong emotion in front of her. She is watching me, I am watching her and I feel I fall in love.
Unfortunately she is just an image in a painting my friend Cristina has made last week. I helped her making the face to look more realistic and then Ițve seen in her the love I can only dream of, the love I am not allowed to have in my real life, the love that has a place only in my mind and in my art.When I painted her eyes and her smile full of meanings I started to imagine she is real and to fall in love with her. her eyes and her smile were also reminding me of a women I loved 2 years ago.I was standing in front of the painting and I started toching myself imagining she is in front of me, so close to me, holding me so tight and and the way she is looking in my eyes makes me feel loved and desired, then she is kissing me passionately, wildly.
This is one of my random pencil drawings. I’ve made it not watching the pencil and the paper and thinking about the love I cannot have, imagining I can feel her on top of me. She is touching me so deep and her touch takes me to another dimension of my mind. She turns me into a wave of the ocean, a volcano and a flame at the same time spinning my mind round and round, turning my world up side down and that’s why my image in this drawing is confusing and unclear. This drawing is about an emotion, a mixture of feelings and desire.
I’ve made this painting by the year 2002, when I was 16 and I used Photoshop to improve it. This is my painting of a girl like me, a painter who is painting the love she can only dream of. She is painting naked women but for her the nude is not about perversion and pornography, it’s about love, the love she cannot have. When she paints naked women she just wants to love and be loved, hold her love in her arms, kiss her, hold her hand, be next to her. She is so lonely in her world and is hard for her to talk about her feelings and all she wants is someone to love and understand her. I’ve made this painting hoping somewhere in the world there is some one like me, a girl who is drawing and painting the woman she is dreaming of be cause painting is all she can do, and one day I will meet her. This painting is about love, the pure ideal love